Thursday food diary… and mission “ween myself off sugar”

I’ve become a bit of a sugar addict lately, my big downfall always seems to be that I crave something sweet and after lots of denying myself anything sweet the craving becomes intense and I end up giving in and eating a chocolate bar or ice cream with a real “blow the healthy eating, I can’t do this” attitude – this then makes me feel really naughty (and keeps the addiction alive).  Cue spiral into over-eating.  This is a pattern I’ve been thinking about.  I’m going to try this new idea: when I’m craving something sweet, I’ll find something “healthy” instead of going completely without/binge-eating chocolate.  I don’t have to have *nothing*.  Just now I was really wanting something sweet, and I thought “what the hell” and reached for a chocolate bar.  But I knew I’d feel like crap afterwards, and probably want more straight afterwards, since that usually happens!  Sugar is a drug, it’s addictive, and when I haven’t had it in a while I stop craving it!  So no more nasty processed sugar for a bit.  Instead I had some almond yoghurt on porridge oats with sugar free jam, strawberries, stevia and unsweetened almond milk.  It totally satisfied the sweet craving and I don’t feel like I was naughty!  Similarly, if I’m hungry, I won’t go without.  It’s not just about depriving.  It’s this mindful eating thing isn’t it.  I’ve just got to be honest about whether I’m really hungry, or bored. And if I am hungry, choose things I don’t need to feel ashamed about.

Today I ate:

Breakfast – 1 shredded wheat, unsweetened almond milk, strawberries, 1/2 banana – 130 cals 

Lunch – Sandwich thin with 1 egg & big spinach/beetroot salad, sugar free jelly, fresh fruit pot – 300 cals

Dinner – vegetable bake with parsnip mash and savoy cabbage – 450 cals

Snacks – porridge oats with yoghurt, SF jam, unsweetened milk, stevia, strawberry & peach – 150 cals

Total = 1030 cals

I also went for a 5 mile run after my dinner, so an excellent day today (about time, the last 4 days have been crap!)

🙂

My ice cream parlour!

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Just wanted to show you my shop – because all my posts lately have been about my diet and are probably getting a bit boring!  This is Bliss, which me and my boyfriend have been running for 7 years.  We re-branded and re-named the business, and now we are really proud of our little shop on the Isle Of Wight (UK). We sell only our amazing local ice cream (Minghella), luckily I’m not the biggest ice cream eater so I don’t find it too hard to resist (although I have had bad days in the past!)  I hope if you ever find yourself near here you will come and say howdy, we also sell home-made fudge which is made by moi!

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